All Endings are also Beginnings

And so it is.  Lately, each night is an absolute ending and the rising sun is a new beginning.  Not that I mind the motto of 'day to day,' but my days lack obvious movement towards a real direction.  Other than growing 'upward' I feel the effects of mud that can also weigh me down, but those are my self sabotaging thoughts that eventually, I intend to get a handle on.  With all of the small changes that are in fact occurring, no matter the joy or pain associated, I am blessed to 'feel' emotion.  Those that cannot will never know love and THAT is what is worth all the work towards self preservation.