I had a lightbulb moment. Okay well, with the help of my brother I was able to see the light, which led to a lightbulb moment? I've craved change, big change for so long and now it sits in my lap ready for action (lights, camera and action!). I nearly had a breakdown this week and left my 'place' as soon as I dropped my baby girls off with their dad. I literally thought I was Sarah Jessica Parker in a chick flick, the one where she stops breathing and had to get out of the library hallway before Big arrived? Rough stuff. For the sake of privacy and knowing that the circumstances do not matter, just know that I kept breathing and made it to Pasadena alive...and breathing. It's funny how my brother has become that major support person that most would find to be a 'girlfriend,' but the coolest part is all of the male insight. It's more comforting than I imagined and we can get all Virgoish and philosophical (I believe there is a song out there like this, right mom?). These are crazy times and I'm ready.
Photo taken by yours truly at The Huntington Gardens
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